So here's the sad news:
I have been talking about sudden changes here, and bucket lists...and not entirely out of curiosity, but because I have been diagnosed with a serious illness. Unfortunately, I have cancelled my upcoming live shows. I won't be able to play live for some months as I will be having treatments. It could be a short while or a longer one. All depends on how my treatment goes. I'm not sure how much I want to share in public, as everything is still so new to me. So I'll stick to this short announcement for now.
One day soon, I'll probably share much more. Maybe even more than some would like to know...
I'll be back I'm sure. Back for shows and back in writing, and on air...what ever I can come up with. I know some people will ask what they could do for me as I am sick, I'd say if you don't know me well, the best thing you could do for me and my family is to go and buy Astrid4. I really mean it. It would help. Every sold record will actually help me directly. I'm not on a big and complicated label, so if you buy my music the money will actually make its way to me. Go to Stupido, Soliti, ÄX, or walk to your nearest shop. And if you know me better, come and hang out! I'm still here you know, and it is very likely I'll be bored in the coming months.
I'll be fighting!
PS. Tavastia was fun and great! Thanks for being there.
There's a classic venue over here in Helsinki, Tavastia. It is one of my favorite venues ever – both to play and to see a show. And that's anywhere in the world. I'm taking my band there tomorrow (Wednesday, February 12th). We'll play the whole of Astrid4
(which by the way is in the charts in Finland now!) and some older material.
I am looking forward to it. Not least because the whole band is pretty much dressed in one designer (or his designs). I'll tell you about it later so as not to give too much away...
Today Nature Calling appeared on Heartcloud. Thanks for the kind introduction.
Oh, there was also a review of last Friday's show in Vaasa in Pohjalainen. Nice.
See you tomorrow!
It's been a little silent here on this blog lately because I am getting used to a new situation in life. It's all strange to me. More on that later when I find the words and know what I want to share and what I want to keep silent. Or express someplace else.
Importantly (and almost urgently), I do have a couple of live shows coming up fast:
7.2. VAASA @Ritz
We'll be doing a trio show and Anni will be supporting.
12.2. HELSINKI @Tavastia
Full band for me and Anni will be supporting again but she will be bringing her band too!
Also, JaJaJa featured Nature Calling recently. Thank you!
I am looking forward to these shows even more than usually, so I hope to see many faces there.
Here's the second single from Astrid4! Nature Calling is the fist track on the album. It's all about sensuality, femininity and it's pretty straight forward about what it's about. So no need to spell it out (because I might get a little red-cheeked if I have to).
Please, spread the Soundcloud link as much as you like. And have a listen or two!
Oh yeah, here are some live show dates for Finland in the coming months:
If you are still reading, I can also tell you that Astrid4 will be coming out in the UK on March 3rd, 2014. I'm excited! Wish me luck!
My infrequent Friday celebration is happening today!
But before the links let me just update you on a few things:
the show date announcement for a Finnish tour is taking place next week for sure. I'm excited.
Actually, I'm hitting the road kind of already on Monday (January 20th, 2014 – next Monday)
by playing a duo show in Kerava. It's free and it's a nice venue at the local library, so welcome!
I love books and libraries and I'm glad to be sharing some songs in a bookish environment.
So more live show info will be coming your way soon.
In other news: life is both new and old everyday. Isn't it strange? It's precious – that much I am beginning to really figure out.
Here are some things I picked up on recently:
–It's not easy for men either; this work/home combination thing...oh and the same blog has a great write-up about women saying their most important job is at home. How controversial in 2014!
–Ok, so if I could find a proper link to Diane Keaton's acceptance speech for Woody Allen's life time achievement award I'd link to that but all I can find is this important detail.
–You can listen to the whole Iisa album until the end of this week here. The record comes out at the end of this month and I absolutely recommend it – even if you don't speak Finnish.
–This week I made a portion of such bad tasting healthy smoothie, that even I could not finish my glass...therefore I am going to try following recipies next time. My secret ingredient is chia seeds, but I have just found out that there's a way of using them and I ain't doing it right. Oh well! Being healthy is sooo time consuming and everytime I think I'm doing something good for me, someone somewhere has a different opinion.
Have fun this weekend!
As a child I thought of myself as a great dancer. I would dance on tables and sing to an audience anywhere. I would win dancing competitions (ok, it was my own birthday) and take any moment I could to dance to a Whitney Houston cassette or Madonna or New Kids on the Block. Dancing made me happy. Then something happened. The image I had of myself as a great dancer changed to feelings of clumsiness and inevitable comparisons to others. I understood that others may have their own ideas of good dancing and that my movements were often funny rather than gracious. I felt embarrassed and stopped dancing. I still dreamed that as an adult I'd have a lot of fun dancing through the night with my friends. But I never have. Instead I became the woman who will not dance to the point that it's a reputation. How sad.
Recently I have come to understand more fully that life really is a short little thing. We can spend it doing things we deem appropriate and expected of us. Often missing the simple fantastic moments of the everyday life. Or we can choose to see the magic. But even while on the train tracks of the same-old same-old, we have dreams. Maybe even personal goals. Not long ago, I came across the idea of a bucket list in a few places at the same time (a film and some blogs, I think). At first I thought it was a rather calculated attempt to maximizing happiness in life, but the more I've been thinking about it, I think I'm going to start my own bucket list. It's a way of checking with myself that while I am doing a lot of stuff because I have to, I am also not forgetting the small things I want to experience and the bigger direction I imagine for myself. It's also a more rewarding list to write and rewrite than the long list of must-have decorating items or fashionable sale pieces that I often update these days.
Dancing through the night will definitely go on my bucket list. Do you have a bucket list? Would you consider starting one in 2014?